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| hey guys.i have been doing nothing really besides.hanging out with my girl lena. and going skating. i miss the old days.
i want to go to alabama..should that be my only wish?
i like him
Alesha | | |
| Homecoming with colton...........................
I have been having a tough week and i kinda think it has been going by fast....
I heard a new song by Frankie J- called More than words. go listen to it..it is great!!!!
Once again. me and brant arent together.. i miss him so much?
well i have to go...i am kinda busy. i am at karissa's g-pa's place and we were playing pool and karissa was running with the pool stick..and she busted a big ass hole in teh ceiling...how funny.
I have to go find my happy place... | | |
| ok well for this entry im gonna tell you all a little life story! alright im a girl as you all know.. you ask me who my best friend is i will speak ok his name! yess my best friend is a guy and for all you girls who think you HAVE to have your best friend a girl your totally wrong cause a guy can make you feel just as good, and you can have just as much fun with a guy! and i can tell this guy EVERYTHING, which is weird cause usually you cant tell guys anything cause their soo stubborn! we have gotten closer and closer over the years, gaining a stronger friendlier relationship! he is like one of the closest people in my life. he is always there for me no matter what! and i sit and wonder everyday why is my best friend a guy when usually your best friend is a girl! but i dont care this guy means more than the world to me! sometimes i think that i need to hang out with him more than my own boyfriend! so now you may all be thinking ok soo this girl likes this guy, but thats not the case, me and him know how we are, and we know how we arnt... we are fully aware of it! i like hangin out with him more just cause of how he makes me feel, he makes me feel soo  and im always smiling when im around him no matter what! for all you girls who do have best friends that are guys like me you will know what im talking about! in my case this guy is the most AWESOME guy i know..! and he will always be a part of my life no matter what happens. and my boyfriend is no more important than he is! he is just as important...but i just wanted to get that out....i love you tonsss <333 more than i think you will ever know! you know who you are! There are some exceptions.i do have really close girls.and i have a best friend that is a girl. and her name is karissa. she will be my girl through anything.I love you girl!
But anyway... me and brant have been fighting over something so retarded..i mean yeah i love brant wiht everything i got but he just gets alittle scratchy sometimes..you know..like..he kinda wears off..i still will love him through anything...but the things he makes me feel bad about. are stupid things. i mean he makes me feel like i dont give him what he needs or i am not good enough. i hate that shit..but i really dont know what is going to happen..i love him but i kinda hate what he does..
I am so confused right now...i want to find my happy place!
*Alesha* | | |
| GoOdByE SuMmEr...HeLLo DrAmA 
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My heart has been taken… and it's in the palm of the hands of a wonderful person! Yeah I love my baby Brant… he's the BEST thing that has EVER happened to me! There has been so much wonder and beauty in this relationship, but there has also been some ups and downs… but hey that’s part of being in a relationship, and a good loving one too! Nothing can ever bring us apart, and our lives are pointless without each other!! I have been so jealous from every girl that has ever hugged him, because at the one little moment, that one girl held my entire WORLD! No one will ever love him like I do, and I hope that he thinks the same about me…. I want us to be together forever… for as long as we shall live! All the times we have kissed, made me have butterflies in my stomach because al I can do is think of him, and knowing that he's mine, and that he's the only one for me! All the times where he held me in his arms, at that moment I never wanted him to let me go! So all I can say is that I'm in love and my life has changed just from this one special person… and I never want that change! I love it when he opens the door and holds it open for me… and I love it when I fall down and he’s always there to help me up to my feet! All the times where he would hold my hand and trying to give me piggy back rides…. I love him for all the effort he puts out, just to impress me…well it has all worked…. All that trying and lying has made me just fall in love more with this wonderful person!
I LOVE MY BABY BRANT! | | |
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All she ever wanted was
Someone to tell her she was beautiful
like BAM
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